i want to write the soundtrack for the revolution...

[guitariot]

i am feeling trapped by this campus. i feel like nothing ever goes on here anymore. i think this always happens this time of year. the semester is coming to an end, and all the work i put off all semester has to get done somehow. the problem is that now it's spring and it's nice outside, a rare occurrence in new england. i still have yet to figure out why so many people fall in love with this area. the weather sucks...it's either really cold or really hot. of course the few weeks of nice weather occur at the same time when i am completely overwhelmed with work.
i tend to blame this feeling of being trapped on the fact that i don't have a car, but it's not that.
maybe i've just been talking to jc too much. i need to do something, i need to go somewhere, i need to leave the east coast. sometimes i feel like college is just something to get out of the way, but really i don't have to be here. i am choosing to be here i guess. i just want a big beat up van and i want to go on tour, playing shows in states i've never seen. i want to make music...my guitar has become such a distraction...i am so bored!