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so, today was pretty hard. not as hard as i thought tho, but still. first of all, i forgot to set my alarm clock last nite. surprisingly i still got up at like 630, which isnt that bad, and i dont know how. i felt really depressed and shit, and everyone was asking me what was wrong and all that shit, but i didnt feel like talking about it. my
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and honestly, im sorry im even acting like this, but seriously how am i supposed to act...? im not a person to talk shit and im sorry that im being a bitch, but you have to understand that this is fucking killing me. i mean now things are getting better, and im happy about that. but in the past 3 days you dont know what ive had to go through, and now i dont know if some things will be the same. like we cant even joke about things anymore without the thought of seriousness coming to mind.(which will hopefully change, because we have a lot of fun together constantly joking around) it just ruined a lot and you have to understand where im coming from. and i dont like making enemies, i want to fix things too, but if im acting like this (which is nothing how i normally act) then i definitely think im justified, im not argueing that or thinking that i did anything wrong/immature by saying all of that, i personally think i have the right to. but im not gonna act like this anymore, because you know how i feel, things are being worked out, and theres no reason to drag this on anymore so im not going to. and i do think its very mature of you to try to fix things anyways, and the things you said about me and jeff. so thank you for that...and altho it probably doesnt matter, i have changed my view about you in a possitive way for not being a bitch about this and just saying 'oh well, i dont care', because i appreciate the fact you wanna fix things although they cant really be completely fixed. so thank you for offering to talk about this with me, ill im you right now...and no i dont want to bitch either. <3 Jess
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1. YOU ARE FAR FROM MATURE, AND A LITTLE TOO MUCH INTO YOURSELF, WHEN..YOU DEFINENTLY HAVE NO JUSTIFICATION IN THAT! AT ALL! N A S T Y
2. THE PERSON YOU WANT FORGIVENESS FROM REALLY SHOULDN'T FORGIVE YOU OR FORGET. YOU SHOULD HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT YOU DID WHILE YOU WERE DOING IT. SHAME ON YOU .
AND AS FOR GURL...STAY COOL....PLEASE DON'T LET THE INTRUSIVE ONE IN YOUR LIFE..IT WILL JUST CAUSE YOU MORE HELL. SCREW HER FORGIVENESS,,,LET HER LIVE WITH HER OWN MISTAKES, TALKING TO YOU WILL MAKE HER FEEL BETTER???? AND GET IT OFF HER CHEST? ( WHICH, SHE DOESNT EVEN HAVE ONE! :) FORGET THAT..SHE ISN'T WORTH YOUR TIME! GOOD LUCK
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second anonymous person .. i agree with pretty much everything you said .. jess n jeff r perfect for eachother n i wish i didnt get in the middle of it .. jess has all the rights in the world to be a bitch and act the way she did .. i give her all credit for it bc anyone would act like that .. but were in the process of trying to clear it up .. so .. its done .. its over .. just drop it .. alright? awesome xoxo -Dezz<3
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