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I'm fucking tired. And it's just the 5th day since my arrival.
It's not an easy feeling when you see your family members shouting at each other almost like everyday. I knew it would happen sooner or later, but it's such a hard feeling ~.~. That's the reason why I felt hesitate thinking about living with my family once again ~.~. And I know this is nothing, just wait and see when my mom arrives ~.~
Urg..... I have to get used to it no matter what. From now on, my life is here, my family is here and my home is here. I can't just think about my old life all the time ~.~. But it's fucking irritating when I have to look for my family's expressions to give the right actions and words. It's no longer my careless life.
Well, whatever ~.~. I really need some good news to make up for my irritation lately ~.~.
It's not an easy feeling when you see your family members shouting at each other almost like everyday. I knew it would happen sooner or later, but it's such a hard feeling ~.~. That's the reason why I felt hesitate thinking about living with my family once again ~.~. And I know this is nothing, just wait and see when my mom arrives ~.~
Urg..... I have to get used to it no matter what. From now on, my life is here, my family is here and my home is here. I can't just think about my old life all the time ~.~. But it's fucking irritating when I have to look for my family's expressions to give the right actions and words. It's no longer my careless life.
Well, whatever ~.~. I really need some good news to make up for my irritation lately ~.~.