The Future.

Apr 27, 2008 13:46

When I grow up, I will never ever move my children around.

They will live in one place.
They will have friends who they have known their whole lives.
They will always have in-jokes, and endless history with each other.
They will have friends who will be 100% loyal to them, and randomly hate people just because they do for no good reason, because they have known them forever.

They will never feel that terrible feeling of realising everyone around them will always be closer to each other than to them.

And when I grow up,
I will never look twice at man who has a track record for pimping himself amongst a group of girls.
I will not get upset when I realise again and again that men will shag (or try to shag) anything with a pulse, regardless of attractiveness.
I will try to laugh when I realise that some men will try it on with shitter, crappier, look-alikes of myself just to piss me off.

And when I grow up, I will share my worries and woes with just ONE person.
I will make sure that I do not burden others with my bullshit.
I will only let myself seek comfort from the one person who will always be there ready to listen and talk to me completely and thoroughly.
And I will always be there for them in return.

When I grow up, I will be.... a grown up capable of making decisions that don't lead to shit.
But I bet you anything, that no matter how hard I, or anyone else tries, something is bound to happen that leads to shit again.
But as a grown up, I will have learnt that that's just life. And I will smile, and push through it. And move onto to the next thing.

I'm not a grown up yet.
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