Sep 28, 2008 02:11
It has been a long time since I've posted.
Let's vocalize thoughts. Let's actualize emotion. Action potential! It's the gradient that keeps giving. A semi-colon is only part of your anatomy.
Man, how do I say this?
I am no longer tired of being me. I was for awhile, but that's passed.
I don't even know if tired is the right adjective to use here. I am...anxious? I want to do something with my time...but it feels like everything I'm doing right now is a waste of potential. I love school in so many ways, but I am ready for an extended break. And while that might be a strange statement to make straight out of summer, I stand by it. The thing is, I don't really want to work either.
But I don't want to be lazy. I want to DO things. More specifically, I want to MAKE things. But how can I MAKE things when I have so many other obligations?
If only I were this inspired more often.
Oh, and Brent, wtf? I think I'm going to start wild rumors again about you if you keep posting in such a cryptic matter.