S&M

May 09, 2011 00:07

Title: S&M
Author: Alice
Pairing: Yunho / Jaejoong
Summary: Jaejoong is a big kink.
Rating: R / Nc-17

A/n: Dear World. Quickly. I apologize Livejournal for not being on in so long. I came back to 244 alerts and I feel terrible. I forgot to unlock everything before I went on hiatus. Im' so sorry. I've added everyone back and everyone can read my everything. Srsly. Thank you so much for being patient.... for about 30 weeks.

S&M

I love being tied up.

I'm not afraid to admit it. I'm a total kink.

Here's how it happens.

I wait for Yunho to dial me - let me know he has free time. I'm not an escort. I don't let anyone handle my body unless it's him. He's specialized in the art of taking my lithe frame and working it. I'm not surprised considering he's had almost ten years of practice. Ten years of creating a map of my body.

I make sure Yoochun and Junsu are gone for the night. No doubt they're probably at a motel doing their own thing. I wait in the living room, anticipating the feel of Yunho's belt around my wrists - his tongue in my mouth and his body in my body. Occasionally think of the stupid things I can say to make him bite me.

Before he even gets to the door I'm ready to be handled roughly all the way to the bedroom.

"Jae, I shouldn't be here." He always tells me. Time and time again he considers himself a pervert for laying a hand on me in the name of getting it up. But he's here now, and I can't wait for him to throw me into a wall, grab me while I'm still contemplating what I'll say to make him go harder.

"It's okay, Yunho. I want you to." That's my reassurance line. What I always say before we delve in and he abuses me.

If I'm not feeling kinky, he knows - and there's not much foreplay before we get heated. But If I'm all hot and bothered, he'll grab the gag ball and watch me in wonder as I moan around it while he plays with me. It's all about that buildup. I love it. This isn't Yunho's fetish, it's mine and he does this because he wants me.

Perhaps his kink is in the way I scream his name while he's thrusting between my legs.

I love the way my body reacts to his nails digging deeply into my skin as he fucks me. I love the way I come so hard I can't remember how to scream. That moment when my mouth falls open and my head goes back and he bites my neck and I can't breath. I always finish first.

And after we're all said and done - as to whether he stays and lays with me or he packs up and leaves depends on the assessment of the body damage. If I'm bleeding he'll lick and kiss at my wounds, apologizing. Asking if he did too much. Feeling bad about himself. If there are too many abrasions and I can't calm him down, he'll dress and go home. If he listens to me when I say, "It was perfect. Come here and lay down." Then he'll do just that and we'll cuddle until Junsu and Yoochun sneak back into the apartment and go shower together.

Love is strange, you see. We're all feral creatures and I know how I like to be handled. I love being loved roughly unlike Junsu who confided in me that Yoochun knows more so the art of being slow and careful. Deliberate. In the end, we're both satisfied.
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