Praying to be good enough and have enough

[guardie87]

I have a midterm (a late one...?) tomorrow in Adolescent Psychology annnnnnnnnnnnnnnd..it's late and I haven't studied for it at all. Ohhhh well. I guess I can go study fairly soon

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[mflavah]

okay... so a few thoughts. First of all, the drumline won't be there this weekend. Its WGI finals so most of the percussion is in Dayton (pat included... boohoo).

Secondly- BAC.
Its totally normal to freak out. So don't freak out abou freaking out. Thats no good. Your dance skills are what they are at this point. Move in will be when they train you to do things the BAC way. Just talk to Ryan, he wasn't much of a dancer until move in. I remember him calling Katie one day in near tears b/c he felt he was never going to be a good dancer, and boston was kicking his ass. But look at him now, and he's better and stronger for it.

I'm glad you are taking the plunge though.

My advice to you is this. Keep up the work ethic. You are already getting ahead by learning the work and such. Just don't get coky at rehearsal (not that you would). Just keep working hard, at home and at camp and all will fall into its rightful place. And don't be shy (not that you are... but still). Being in uncomfy situations can make people act different. So just be chill. Bostons hang is just as important as thier talent. Make friends, me silly, and work hard. Words to live by :)

much love,
~marth

[guardie87]

what would i do without your comforting words martha? I can't get rid of these freaking out feelings but the "make friends, be silly, and work hard," are words to live by. If anything, that's how most of life goes anyway.

The day I get cocky at a camp is the day I'd become a lesbian..which isn't soon, I don't think..haha lol.

*smile of relief* Thanks, marth,

<3 Dana