I am STRESSED ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is my last day at my current job, and after that I have no idea what's going to happen. I'm filled with humility and a kind of somber that I'm not really familiar with. I've never been in this position. I've always had a job waiting for me when I left another. I think it would be accurate to say I am predominantly SCARED ( Read more... )

Firstly, I'd like to thank kelkatan for the very tasty looking virtual cupcake and the happy b-day wishes! Thank you so much ^_^ And never mind that it's a little late, I'd rather the wishes over being ignored! *huggles ( Read more... )

After giving it a lot of thought and shedding many tears and wracking my brains and calculating the costs, I have tentatively decided to remain at my current job (though I hate it and would like nothing better than to leave) and forego school for the moment ( Read more... )

First, I'd like to send out a hearty THANK YOU to everyone who made my birthday such a satisfyingly wonderful day. I needed love and I received it on all sides. I was truly touched, and I will thank everyone individually soon. I just have a lot on my plate at the moment ( Read more... )

As Tuesday draws nearer, I become quieter and my inner turmoil becomes that much more tighter, coiling about my neck like a murderous snake ( Read more... )

This is my 35th consecutive hour awake. My stomach is more settled (I was dry heaving all morning), and I just ate . . . *shifty eyes* A hamburger ;-; Prof. Hirsch got us all pizza tonight T^T He's so NICE ( Read more... )

Seriously, it's either I'm addicted to LJ (and the internet) or all you lovely people on my friends list have collectively performed some sort of voodoo curse on my computer from miles away to tempt me from legitimate work (after all, you guys have to protect my insanity, right?). I'm leaning more towards the latter ;P ( Read more... )

Why is it that when you have something really important to do, anything and everything seems to conspire against you ( Read more... )

Ya know, I'm truly blessed by the procrastination god.
Even I have to admit that my initial topic choice for the Seminar paper from HELL was flimsy at best, but - now that I've gone over my notes and have begun to organize all the materials, I have hit upon a DOABLE idea.
. . . now I just have to get it cleared with Monsieur Hirsch. Damn it.
I ( Read more... )