Ugh.
Damn school. Damn these proseminars. Damn it all to hell.
The only bright spots in my life at the moment is the wonderful updated WDKY by Azurite and Atlantis's new Card Captor Sakura lemon (never mind that I've never seen CCS - Yue is HOT). I need to write huge reviews for both of them ;-;
WHERE IS ALL MY TIME????????
Right now I'm supposed to be working on a paper - I'm half finished, and I'm getting really pissed at myself cuz I can't seem to put my thoughts into words ARGH!!!!!! This is not a good time to blank out! FUCK!!!!!
I think I've pretty much decided to NOT start on my PhD immediately after grad school . . . if I SURVIVE grad school ;-; I need sleep. I need a day to myself. I need to WRITE FIC!!!!!!!
Have you ever experienced a story that's jumping around in your head, and you want to get it out but events won't let you? Have you ever NEEDED to get a lemon out of your head because one of the major players have taken over your mind? Have you ever been channeling a character so acutely, so completely that you were actually afraid for that single thread of sanity you still have?
Yeah, Seto wants his lemon or he's gonna go Blue Eyes on my ass. Actually, he wants his TWO lemons. And his romance. Yes, Seto wants a day off from his usual jerkyness too. And yes, Seto wants to be hysterically funny in UnClean (God, I wish I could just release that one scene here). Damn him for not only hijacking Black but also sieging my BRAIN.
I'm still trying to get ahead in my reading. Bear with me for a little while. I'm extremely tired, and by the time I DO gain some free time, it's passed time for me to be in bed. I truly, truly want to write -- anything. It doesn't even have to be fic! I still need to finish Azurite's HHE!
Not to mention, I still have to transfer all my story files to CD -- Thank God for Labor Day Weekend. I will get SOMETHING done! I HAVE TO!!!!!
More later - must finish paper.
- Kysra
The only bright spots in my life at the moment is the wonderful updated WDKY by Azurite and Atlantis's new Card Captor Sakura lemon (never mind that I've never seen CCS - Yue is HOT). I need to write huge reviews for both of them ;-;
WHERE IS ALL MY TIME????????
Right now I'm supposed to be working on a paper - I'm half finished, and I'm getting really pissed at myself cuz I can't seem to put my thoughts into words ARGH!!!!!! This is not a good time to blank out! FUCK!!!!!
I think I've pretty much decided to NOT start on my PhD immediately after grad school . . . if I SURVIVE grad school ;-; I need sleep. I need a day to myself. I need to WRITE FIC!!!!!!!
Have you ever experienced a story that's jumping around in your head, and you want to get it out but events won't let you? Have you ever NEEDED to get a lemon out of your head because one of the major players have taken over your mind? Have you ever been channeling a character so acutely, so completely that you were actually afraid for that single thread of sanity you still have?
Yeah, Seto wants his lemon or he's gonna go Blue Eyes on my ass. Actually, he wants his TWO lemons. And his romance. Yes, Seto wants a day off from his usual jerkyness too. And yes, Seto wants to be hysterically funny in UnClean (God, I wish I could just release that one scene here). Damn him for not only hijacking Black but also sieging my BRAIN.
I'm still trying to get ahead in my reading. Bear with me for a little while. I'm extremely tired, and by the time I DO gain some free time, it's passed time for me to be in bed. I truly, truly want to write -- anything. It doesn't even have to be fic! I still need to finish Azurite's HHE!
Not to mention, I still have to transfer all my story files to CD -- Thank God for Labor Day Weekend. I will get SOMETHING done! I HAVE TO!!!!!
More later - must finish paper.
- Kysra