I hate everything about myself.
I need to find a way to either kill who I am, or accept being alone forever. And the latter isn't working.

You made the world a better and brighter place, John.  Everyone you met was greeted with a "God bless you."  You made me smile, you gave me hope.  Thank you for blessing me, for praying for me, and just for giving me a smile and a wave.  Thank you for never lecturing me, even though I am a terrible sinner.  I have no doubt that if there is a heaven ( Read more... )

I took a trip down to Castine today with my mom. We stopped a lot along the way to check out different shops. I got a unicorn keychain, a piece of turquoise and hematite, a "Dream" button, a MMA tshirt, and some fudge. I have pictures, so I'll tell you guys about it later when those are online ( Read more... )

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Prom was great! :) I'm still finding glitter everywhere.

Lots of people apparently got kicked out. Lol. I heard a rumor that they were going to be refunded but according to the class that sponsored the prom, they're not.

I only spent $26 on prom.

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I have art ALLLL THE TIME NOW :DDDDD

It's literally half my day. :3

I rarely make holiday-specific stuff, but here's something for valentine's day ... early.

FOR YOU MY HEART


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I got into Florida Tech!

Acceptance letter ftw!

Also have things set for my calculus 2 class at Thomas, starting on Monday! eep. My grades are back up to the lowest being a 96. Win.

Tomorrow I'm having some friends over to play with a ouija board. There's still some signs that my stepdad is haunting us so this will be fun.

P.S. I'm engaged

Pep band for a basketball game in a few minutes. I enjoy these.
I ditched anatomy in favor of another semester of chorus & band.

We're doing journal entries in class again.

Mine are going to get me sent to the school *therapist.

we don't even have one.

xoxo

Well it finally happened. I finally had a nightmare about Anna.

( Actually the worst part of Anna coming back was the kids coming back )