Motivation
I'm struggling to find it today. I felt extremely sick last night and it was almost as if I kept sweating off a fever while I slept. I feel a lot better now, but my motivation is lacking to go and knock out this workout. It's something so miniscule in hindsight, but right now I'm struggling.
My goal with this is to hopefully compete next year, but ultimately to just stay healthy and not pass early in life like my mom and sister did. There isn't a day that goes by that I'm not thinking about them. I want to be able to be there for everyone in my life. I've been very selfish this past year with my time in order to grow and accellerate my career. It's about time I put that all on the back burner and focus on all of the relationships in front of me.
That took a wild left turn lol. I stopped using preworkout, so I can't get fake motivation from that stuff. So I guess I'll just get my lazy ass out of this computer chair, put my socks and shoes on and go and kill this workout.