Confused
I've been working for the past 7 years for a specific job that I've wanted and now that I've got it in my grasp, I'm starting to have second thoughts. I think a lot of it is fear driven, going to a new area where I don't know anyone, initially it will be a pay cut from what I'm making now, and I'm making damn good money now. I'll still be in the 6 figures, but I got used to a certain lifestyle, which I will have to adjust.
I'm worried about all of the negative "what-if's". What if I get there and absolutely hate the job, or the people, or what if I get there and realize I'm not good enough. I haven't really doubted myself in a long time, but I'm starting to do it more and more lately and I'm not sure why.
I was thinking about that during my workout this morning. It seems that I think I need a change, but am I willing to change everything? The answer I came to is "yes". I'm getting too comfortable. Someone once told me that you should never get too comfortable because that's when everything in life starts to decline. So far he's been correct.
I have a feeling I'm going to look back at this some random day (probably another 18 years from now) and laugh at the fact that I was even questioning it.