back to life
So.. I just got back from winning DCI division 2 world championships.. it was an amazing time.. with a lot of trials and tribulations.. but alltogether it was an awesome time!!
I will never forget the night of the michigan city competition, after the show i went to dairy queen and ordered burger, fries, drink, and large malt.. then afterwards went behind the shed that was behind where the busses were parked and threw it all up.. and then crying a little bit and then feeling drained of energy went back to the bus and sat down.. memories!!
So.. after getting home and eating pretty fucked up shit and gaining some weight I have decided to go on a heavy regimental diet for the next month!! to hopefully get to the weight I wanted to be at when I ended drum corps.. should be some intense shit.. but I cant wait.. after eating 4 times a day on tour its time to narrow it down to two, ideally one!
hopefully the depression of ending something u were committed to wont kill me any more than it already seems to be..
I will never forget the night of the michigan city competition, after the show i went to dairy queen and ordered burger, fries, drink, and large malt.. then afterwards went behind the shed that was behind where the busses were parked and threw it all up.. and then crying a little bit and then feeling drained of energy went back to the bus and sat down.. memories!!
So.. after getting home and eating pretty fucked up shit and gaining some weight I have decided to go on a heavy regimental diet for the next month!! to hopefully get to the weight I wanted to be at when I ended drum corps.. should be some intense shit.. but I cant wait.. after eating 4 times a day on tour its time to narrow it down to two, ideally one!
hopefully the depression of ending something u were committed to wont kill me any more than it already seems to be..