when no one else was looking...
I have come to some conclusions about me...
I am someone who shelters their feelings. I keep them inside and put up a front to make me seem strong.
many of the things I put myself through are because of me wanting approval from other people.. as much as I hate to say it, I really think im that person that wants all of the attention.
Mainly one reason why I choose to do the things I do to my body. When most people think I look fine and all that. it really comes down to low self esteem. I dont feel comfortable with the way I look. therefore, I have a preconcieved notion in my head that if im not skin and bones then im fat and nobody will think I look good.
The truth is though.. Im unhappy when I am vulnerable.. miserable when I gain 10 pounds in a couple days because I want to take a break from trhowing up after I eat.
Fini
I am someone who shelters their feelings. I keep them inside and put up a front to make me seem strong.
many of the things I put myself through are because of me wanting approval from other people.. as much as I hate to say it, I really think im that person that wants all of the attention.
Mainly one reason why I choose to do the things I do to my body. When most people think I look fine and all that. it really comes down to low self esteem. I dont feel comfortable with the way I look. therefore, I have a preconcieved notion in my head that if im not skin and bones then im fat and nobody will think I look good.
The truth is though.. Im unhappy when I am vulnerable.. miserable when I gain 10 pounds in a couple days because I want to take a break from trhowing up after I eat.
Fini