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some times I get so overwhelmed in all the things I'll never do that I feel useless, beyond useless at times. I'll never sing, never preform, never be in love, never be in a relationship, and never have so much that others take so for granted. I'm so dispassionate, and the one benifit that I'm supposed to have with all this stuff I don't, I'm not brilliant at any one thing. I don't amaze people at anything, I'm not brilliant in school or anything. Hell I dropped out. I just...
it sucks.
it sucks.