Ain't life a biznatch! but I love it
well, what can I say, this is my first entry ever into this site. (thanks Denise). I guess the best way to start is to tell you about my self. Sure why not, I'm the person who knows me best, (not a word denise). Full name is Jose Ramon Arias. At this time I am 24 years old, will be 25 on May 18th (the pope's birthday). I am full blood hispanic (
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I personally have found it to be very theraputic.
I was very surprised to hear that you are not quite over the woman you left. I am glad you wrote it in those terms. Because let's remember whom turned their back on whom.
The flicker of love you feel for me will slowly decrease with time and must not hold that much heat, if you are getting married to another woman.
I hold the same flicker in my heart for you. I probably always will. You were the first man, to make me feel sexy, important, worth something, and wanted. If it weren't for being with you for that short time, I would never of learned that I do have true wealth in both physical and emotional being.
I am so glad that you have overcome so many things in your life. I know with god by your side, you will continue to raise that beautiful son of yours to be a man that the whole world will respect.
As for us, My relationship with you was wonderful. We shared a lot of good times. There were bad and some ugly times, but I have to admit the good as I look back out weigh the bad. But as they say hind sight is 20/20.
Things more clear for me in my life and where I stand now. As I see it is the same for you. I wish you nothing but the best with the road you are now traveling on. I will hold you and your soon to be wife in my prayers and hope god continues to bless you.
Life is very short, and I intend to enjoy it for all that it brings my way. I hope you do the same.
Don't spend any more time looking back and wondering what if. That is just going to take a portion of your heart away that belongs to the woman you are about to marry. Seriously, give your heart to her 100%. She sounds like a wonderful person and she has helped shape you into the man you are now. She must be some kinda angel, because lord knows I tried to do some of the things she has done, and I could not. But in the end, everything happens for a reason.
I love you and I always will. And by the way our friendship has grown in this last year, it is evident that we make better friends than we did lovers.
I do appreciate one more thing....I appreciate you saying that in the end it was not on persons fault....for our break up. That releases so much of my own guilt, you have no idea. I still to this day just feel that I was not good enough for you. I was not the type of woman that you needed at that time, had I been, I would still be by your side, and the one you would be getting married to. Instead I get to be the friend on the side lines and cheer you on. Which I will do. No matter what. Friends forever!!!!!
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