just stand back
i can't decide and I can't hide
make up my mind it's a waste of time
here comes the knife
you better just stand back
i could turn on you so fast
it's a hit / its got soul
steal the show with your rock n' roll
with a swing like that
you better just stand back
i could turn on you so fast
just like diamonds in your hand
i'll just cut you in the end
one more step and I'll slit your neck
you'll get use to it
you better just stand back
i could turn on you so fast
i could turn on you so fast
i could turn on you so fast
just like diamonds in your hand
i could turn on you so fast
i just cut you in the end
i could turn on you so fast
this album is really growing on me. low has had a tendency to be musicaly flat. i believe it had something to do with record contracts, actualy. they were trapped in a contract for so manny albums and their record company dictated their sound so they havn't had a chance to really express themselves until now. or atleast that's my guess. the lyrics at any rate, never cease to amaze me.
it makes me think, what is the thin line between complete honesty and cruel manipulation? like telling your lover, i feel absolutley depressed today and nothing is helping or i don't think i would turn down sex right now, as long as someone is offering or something along those lines.
i absoltley love that scene in old school where they're sitting with the maraige counselor and will ferrel starts talking about how when he sees beautiful women, he likes to think about what kind of panties she's wearing. and his wife is just beyond words.
i mean, you can say anything in a completley trusting relationship, right? if you truly trust a person and are completley comfortable around them (aka loving relationship), then you should be comfortable enough to say i would totaly fuck someone else if i had the chance. given that's how you truly feel, right? and face it. it's not like those feelings don't come up.
you might say there is no point to sharing those feelings. maybe it's more destructive than it's worth. but then, that's not complete honesty, is it?
i think i understand what the shins meant when they said there is a fatal flaw in the logic of love. there is something about this concept that is entirely fucked up. escpecialy the popular culture model that has been produced and re-produced in dolby digital 7.1 surround and sleek silicon graphics.
at work today, i picked up thirty cents while sweeping. stan tried to pickup a quarter that i was going after. rather than fight over it, he just let me get it. that was good of him because i totaly would have fought to the death for it. i'd fight over a penny, i'm so stingy. but i'm also generous. i've been known to drop afew dimes at the partys.
haha! get it?
i came to the realisation that i like becca a lot but i hardly know anything about her. i still have such a listening problem. or maybe it's something else to go along with it. in age, i think we make less of an effort to get to know people. i think maybe i don't expect people to stick around long enough to care about so i just skip the whole thing. it's fucked up, but that's my only explination. and i'll just have to get over it.
last night i hung out with jolene and alex. they're good kids. we went to alisons and talked and talked and i let them smoke because i'm not a big smoker these days.
i told alison and jolene about becca. i got two different reactions.
"i like becca. she's cool," said alison. "she's just being coy with you. enjoy the coyness. it just makes the next part that much better."
"you're going to buy her lunch and she isn't even putting out?" jolene exclaimed. "thats rediculous."
alison and i don't like jolene's way of thinking. she's such a guy.
"i take my friends out to lunch all the time," alison said. "and we don't make out or anything."
"ha!" jolene scoffed. "are you and becca just friends? is that the problem?"
then she made fun of me and my gucci belt. sometimes jolene can be such a bitch. most of the time, actualy. but it's okay. i can forgive her for it. she's a crazy borderline girl with suicidal tendancies. how can you blame her for anything?
jolene doesn't like to wait for anything. she gets it now. she eats the whole box of cookies in one sitting.
alison and i are on the same page. it's not that i am going to deny becca the first kiss, its just that she's going to have to try real hard to get it. and she wouldn't turn me down, either. it's just that i've got to work harder to get it. and if we've both got the you got to come 100% of the way attitude, that first kiss is just going to wait. and wait. and boil.
and of course, it's going to be so hot.
it's best that she doesn't put out right away. it helps build trust. if she put out right away for you, you know for a fact she'll be the same with the next guy. it's kind of ironic to think, the less she trusts you at first, the more you can trust her later. but it makes sense.
thought of the day: kissing is so cliche
make up my mind it's a waste of time
here comes the knife
you better just stand back
i could turn on you so fast
it's a hit / its got soul
steal the show with your rock n' roll
with a swing like that
you better just stand back
i could turn on you so fast
just like diamonds in your hand
i'll just cut you in the end
one more step and I'll slit your neck
you'll get use to it
you better just stand back
i could turn on you so fast
i could turn on you so fast
i could turn on you so fast
just like diamonds in your hand
i could turn on you so fast
i just cut you in the end
i could turn on you so fast
this album is really growing on me. low has had a tendency to be musicaly flat. i believe it had something to do with record contracts, actualy. they were trapped in a contract for so manny albums and their record company dictated their sound so they havn't had a chance to really express themselves until now. or atleast that's my guess. the lyrics at any rate, never cease to amaze me.
it makes me think, what is the thin line between complete honesty and cruel manipulation? like telling your lover, i feel absolutley depressed today and nothing is helping or i don't think i would turn down sex right now, as long as someone is offering or something along those lines.
i absoltley love that scene in old school where they're sitting with the maraige counselor and will ferrel starts talking about how when he sees beautiful women, he likes to think about what kind of panties she's wearing. and his wife is just beyond words.
i mean, you can say anything in a completley trusting relationship, right? if you truly trust a person and are completley comfortable around them (aka loving relationship), then you should be comfortable enough to say i would totaly fuck someone else if i had the chance. given that's how you truly feel, right? and face it. it's not like those feelings don't come up.
you might say there is no point to sharing those feelings. maybe it's more destructive than it's worth. but then, that's not complete honesty, is it?
i think i understand what the shins meant when they said there is a fatal flaw in the logic of love. there is something about this concept that is entirely fucked up. escpecialy the popular culture model that has been produced and re-produced in dolby digital 7.1 surround and sleek silicon graphics.
at work today, i picked up thirty cents while sweeping. stan tried to pickup a quarter that i was going after. rather than fight over it, he just let me get it. that was good of him because i totaly would have fought to the death for it. i'd fight over a penny, i'm so stingy. but i'm also generous. i've been known to drop afew dimes at the partys.
haha! get it?
i came to the realisation that i like becca a lot but i hardly know anything about her. i still have such a listening problem. or maybe it's something else to go along with it. in age, i think we make less of an effort to get to know people. i think maybe i don't expect people to stick around long enough to care about so i just skip the whole thing. it's fucked up, but that's my only explination. and i'll just have to get over it.
last night i hung out with jolene and alex. they're good kids. we went to alisons and talked and talked and i let them smoke because i'm not a big smoker these days.
i told alison and jolene about becca. i got two different reactions.
"i like becca. she's cool," said alison. "she's just being coy with you. enjoy the coyness. it just makes the next part that much better."
"you're going to buy her lunch and she isn't even putting out?" jolene exclaimed. "thats rediculous."
alison and i don't like jolene's way of thinking. she's such a guy.
"i take my friends out to lunch all the time," alison said. "and we don't make out or anything."
"ha!" jolene scoffed. "are you and becca just friends? is that the problem?"
then she made fun of me and my gucci belt. sometimes jolene can be such a bitch. most of the time, actualy. but it's okay. i can forgive her for it. she's a crazy borderline girl with suicidal tendancies. how can you blame her for anything?
jolene doesn't like to wait for anything. she gets it now. she eats the whole box of cookies in one sitting.
alison and i are on the same page. it's not that i am going to deny becca the first kiss, its just that she's going to have to try real hard to get it. and she wouldn't turn me down, either. it's just that i've got to work harder to get it. and if we've both got the you got to come 100% of the way attitude, that first kiss is just going to wait. and wait. and boil.
and of course, it's going to be so hot.
it's best that she doesn't put out right away. it helps build trust. if she put out right away for you, you know for a fact she'll be the same with the next guy. it's kind of ironic to think, the less she trusts you at first, the more you can trust her later. but it makes sense.
thought of the day: kissing is so cliche