(no subject)
life has reared its ugly ass at me once again. seems like all i am good at is fucking up the good things in my life. i had exactly what i wanted and she had exactly what she wanted. leave it to me to fuck it up. i thought these moments and feelings were long in the past but as it turns out i cant escape them. i don't want to go through any more of this and i wont. i have found the person out there for me and that's that. if it turns out she doesn't want me then im done and if she'll take me back whenever, i'll be the happiest guy on earth
im just tired of this. it's getting old and it's all my doing.
im just tired of this. it's getting old and it's all my doing.