Boys are stupid and nothing but bullshit......
well my weekend was shit for those of you who already know. i dont know what to do about Rudy's ass. so i talked to him in 3rd hour right and i asked him if he was mad at me because he acted like he was and i told him that i wasnt mad at him and he thought that i was. i told him that he already made his decision and that there was nothing i could do about it and all he had to say was " K" i mean what the fuck is that about? and then i asked him if he was sure and that is what he wanted and he didnt say anthing so now im like fuck it. but i dont want to be the little girl that he calls when he wants something. i think that i should remove his ex-girlfriend from the picture all together though i know that she's the problem. fuckin' BITCH! but i dont know i think that i have made it clear to him that i want to be with him and i dont know what else to do. i dont just want to wait around for him, HELL NO! but i just like him and want to be with him. but i just have the "fuck it" attitude towards the whole thing now, i mean what else can i do? but then theres Johnathan and he is such a sweet heart and i dont know. i would hook up with him if he wasnt Rudy's friend so i dont know. cuz i dont want shit to be talked about what has happend between me and Rudy and then all of a sudden i like his friend. i dont know what to do all i know is that boys are stupid. so i dont know what to do and Gerard keeps calling me and he's not allowed to! so i dont know...... oh yeah Steph if you read this dont forget to bring my spanish book tomorrow!