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it's pouring out
i can hear it from here
one more sleepless night 2 add to my list
i figured i should do this, it's been awhile, its been enuf time
im actually less complacent then the last time i wrote, then i thought i knew what i shud do but now im a blank slate
oakland gives me a kinda positive outlook but even then i just dont know
change kills me, i never thot things wud stay the same 4ever but i thot 4 awhile i cud adapt and fix things, i'm good at fixing things, i just wanted the chance, another chance
i have nowhere 2 go from here, i never thot i'd find myself lonely enuf 2 drive down a dark road toward a full moon w/nowhere 2 go, but last night that's literally what happened 2 me after i dropped mike off
i need 2 get out of here more, b more adventurous and spontaneous like i used 2 be
loneliness is the worst feeling, actually love that isnt returned is what keeps u up at night, crying urself 2 sleep, but hey plus side, i havent punched anything in weeks
and my friends have been there 2 try and help me, but they have theyre own things 2 deal w/
im starting 2 work more n more now, maybe it'll distract me
i hope i havent embarassed myself 2 much right now
r by my actions toward my romantic life recently, those who think so r have been affected by it i appologize
now in the tradition:
This morning I woke up alone
found a note by the phone
saying baby, maybe I'll be back some day
I wanted to look for you
You walked in I didn't know just what I should do
so I sat back down had a beer and felt sorry for myself.
Saying
Let her cry,if the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing,if it eases all her pain
Let her go,let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be,let her be.
i can hear it from here
one more sleepless night 2 add to my list
i figured i should do this, it's been awhile, its been enuf time
im actually less complacent then the last time i wrote, then i thought i knew what i shud do but now im a blank slate
oakland gives me a kinda positive outlook but even then i just dont know
change kills me, i never thot things wud stay the same 4ever but i thot 4 awhile i cud adapt and fix things, i'm good at fixing things, i just wanted the chance, another chance
i have nowhere 2 go from here, i never thot i'd find myself lonely enuf 2 drive down a dark road toward a full moon w/nowhere 2 go, but last night that's literally what happened 2 me after i dropped mike off
i need 2 get out of here more, b more adventurous and spontaneous like i used 2 be
loneliness is the worst feeling, actually love that isnt returned is what keeps u up at night, crying urself 2 sleep, but hey plus side, i havent punched anything in weeks
and my friends have been there 2 try and help me, but they have theyre own things 2 deal w/
im starting 2 work more n more now, maybe it'll distract me
i hope i havent embarassed myself 2 much right now
r by my actions toward my romantic life recently, those who think so r have been affected by it i appologize
now in the tradition:
This morning I woke up alone
found a note by the phone
saying baby, maybe I'll be back some day
I wanted to look for you
You walked in I didn't know just what I should do
so I sat back down had a beer and felt sorry for myself.
Saying
Let her cry,if the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing,if it eases all her pain
Let her go,let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be,let her be.