i need something, i just havent found out what yet
well the only times i really update is when somethign bad happens, or something happens with kyla, so far i was lucky enough to never have both happen at once, and boys more than anything dont take love for granted, 'cause soon it wont be there anymore, i cherished every minute of it and i wudnt have it any other way
i need to move on the past few days were devastating and i wanna thank my friends for not letting it hit me so hard u guys r amazing, i havent realized i'll never hold her again and when that sinks in it'll start 2 hurt 2wice as bad
i dont wanna get into details of how irrational and depressed i've been 4 these few days, for the next couple of moments im in a clear state of mind, ky thanx 4 talking what little we did, it helped me and i hope in time we can b friends, danii poster nick and eventually mike when u ever hear about this thank 4 the sanity,
chris i want u 2 hear this, i know ur gonna tell me a million things but rite now i hate u more than anything, mayb im misdirecting this but i'm pissed, the past few weeks you were my friend, then u have to go and say this the wrong way, it's so painful to hear the grl u love put u down easy, then call back to accuse u of these things, i was crashed and thats y i sed what i sed, gimme time n things will get better but 4 now just dont piss me off, and trust me thank jen on this one
i need 2 move on trust me im not locking myself in my room in additon those close 2 me know y this has been a terrible week 4 me so i have a party 2 plan, plenty of food july 9th so b there, i'm gonna need 2 keep busy 2 get through this, so if ur here this week and u wanna chill call me
quite suddenly once again
that same old smile just the same
and memories sprang up like a burning flame
and i forgot the long waiting time
for as u spoke i thot once again u were mine
it seemed we were never apart
your voice woke music silent toolong
in my heart
i heard our old favorite song
but suddenly there was none
for just as you were there dear
you were gone
joel i owe it to u the same determination u've shown me
but i've never felt this kind of pain
so i go on a broken man
waiting for his healing hand
-Will-
i need to move on the past few days were devastating and i wanna thank my friends for not letting it hit me so hard u guys r amazing, i havent realized i'll never hold her again and when that sinks in it'll start 2 hurt 2wice as bad
i dont wanna get into details of how irrational and depressed i've been 4 these few days, for the next couple of moments im in a clear state of mind, ky thanx 4 talking what little we did, it helped me and i hope in time we can b friends, danii poster nick and eventually mike when u ever hear about this thank 4 the sanity,
chris i want u 2 hear this, i know ur gonna tell me a million things but rite now i hate u more than anything, mayb im misdirecting this but i'm pissed, the past few weeks you were my friend, then u have to go and say this the wrong way, it's so painful to hear the grl u love put u down easy, then call back to accuse u of these things, i was crashed and thats y i sed what i sed, gimme time n things will get better but 4 now just dont piss me off, and trust me thank jen on this one
i need 2 move on trust me im not locking myself in my room in additon those close 2 me know y this has been a terrible week 4 me so i have a party 2 plan, plenty of food july 9th so b there, i'm gonna need 2 keep busy 2 get through this, so if ur here this week and u wanna chill call me
quite suddenly once again
that same old smile just the same
and memories sprang up like a burning flame
and i forgot the long waiting time
for as u spoke i thot once again u were mine
it seemed we were never apart
your voice woke music silent toolong
in my heart
i heard our old favorite song
but suddenly there was none
for just as you were there dear
you were gone
joel i owe it to u the same determination u've shown me
but i've never felt this kind of pain
so i go on a broken man
waiting for his healing hand
-Will-