LAME

May 14, 2004 19:56

So, I was going to go to the club for it's 16th anniversary party tonight. I was so excited. Had our names on the VIP list, even made sure not to eat anything all day. And then, in a moment of utter lameness, my best friend decides that she feels too fat to go. What a fucking joke. When your self-consciousness becomes so overwhelming that it begins to affect other people's happiness and not just your own, something is goddamed wrong. I can understand feeling fat, hell, I do every day. I can understand feeling that there is nothing appropriate in the closet, but that's what they make shopping malls for. What I cannot fathom is really wanting to do something, contemplating it all day, reminiscing about how good it was and could still be, and then NOT DOING IT.

Needless to say, I just got done eating, since I obviously have no reason not to. Now I am full and irked beyond irked.

She says, "Looks like it'll be another night at home with my tv!" as if she has no other choice in the matter because of something out of her control. What a crock of shit.

This is laaaaaaammmme.
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