weirdness
Gadzooks. SIL is in town, and aside from driving me batshit (which she always does) she is following form and spending all her time with my girls. You would think because of this, I would be totally giddy. Part of me is. The other part is being driven batshit. Anyway. I usually take her visits and do allll those things that you just can't get done with small people hanging all over you or put off to do 'at some point'. My big one this visit was to get the wall of outgrown clothes OUT of my bedroom, because it was taking over. I did that and even got them over and into the storage unit. Go me. But now. Well....the next time she took the kids for a few hours I just laid down on the couch and watched a crappy movie. Then, I did it again. Usually if I am sitting I am cutting out patterns or working on felting projects. My hands are rarely still. But not right now. I get some time and just sit. It's disturbing. I don't think I'm depressed. I don't feel sad or anything. I just don't have any interest in starting anything new or doing anything really. Which is a HUGE difference from a few weeks ago when I was working part time, babysitting, and usually had a big sewing project going as well as all my usual duties. I wonder if I am burnt out. I don't feel burnt. Like I don't just fall asleep when I sit down. I just don't feel like DOING anything.