All I want to do is sleep

[grrson22]

Uch. I feel like shit. I don't think I'm sick-it's probably just because I'm in a really bad mood again. I don't want to be here. I know it wouldn't feel right to be at home either, but I'm just not happy. It sucks. And it just makes me feel more terrible that I'm like this. I want to be able to handle this. I want to be the type of person that

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[anonymous]

i dont have any words of wisdom but hang in there and i love you and i'm always thinking about you, hopefully your straw wrappers are coming undone! ;) luv froshie nicole

I love you

[justmindy]

You're gonna be okay. I don't know what to say about band screwing with your life, but I know someone who would want to come visit you, even if you were busy on Saturday. Me! Have confidence. Things will get better when you have classes, and then the something in common with people. Love ya lots.

[siren52684]

*hugs you bunches*

not anonymous... again

[anonymous]

hey, it's melissa again. i tried commenting on this last night but every time i tried, the words that poured onto the screen just came out sounding bitchy every time i read them back to myself. my heart grows colder with each goodbye and i didn't think you deserved to have to read a bitchy sounding comment when you're having a hard enough time without me sounding... "argh." anyway, i'm sure it's hard for you right now and i know you don't want us worrying about you but, well, that's unavoidable. anyone that truly cares about you will constantly worry about you no matter what just as i'm sure you do about all of those that you care about. i wish i had words of wisdom that i could give to you but i'm a bit inexperienced in the "being on your own" department- sorry. the only thing i can say is that i'll always be here if you ever need anyone to talk to. especially during the wee hours of the night (sleep isn't common these days). i'll try my best to listen and understand. i won't guarentee that i always will but maybe in a couple of