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This has been some really bad last couple of day.
Kip's group got hit by another bomb. It's really depressing. I did so well for the first half - he's going what he love, he's providing for us, I thought sending those flowers was the sweetest things ever. But he's just ending his reign of protection over me.
And kip's parents were pretty annoyed with me. I was so depressed, i'd just stay in bed. And sleep and sleep and sleep. Apparently mom and dad were both really busy this morning and daegan was pretty much running the show for/by himself. I hate that I did that, but it was like...i don't even remember talking to her. I didn't even have to take something to sleep, I was just completely exhausted. And his parents kept asking me what was wrong. So Anyway, i broke and told them what happened. Which just made Kip's mom that much ("he's only our son". But I wasnt trying to make them more upset I was trying to protect them the way Kip used to, me. So...that all happened. I don't know where we stand now, honestly. She went to Autumn's to babysit tomorrow and dad was busy all day.
So they're a little more understanding now, or at least dad is. It's just...like a huge reality check. i try not to envision what his days are like, but...Im just so mad/sad. He never says "hey im going somewhere bad, see ya'. He took away my, albeit undeserved, protection.
I'm just mad and sad about Kip.
Kip's group got hit by another bomb. It's really depressing. I did so well for the first half - he's going what he love, he's providing for us, I thought sending those flowers was the sweetest things ever. But he's just ending his reign of protection over me.
And kip's parents were pretty annoyed with me. I was so depressed, i'd just stay in bed. And sleep and sleep and sleep. Apparently mom and dad were both really busy this morning and daegan was pretty much running the show for/by himself. I hate that I did that, but it was like...i don't even remember talking to her. I didn't even have to take something to sleep, I was just completely exhausted. And his parents kept asking me what was wrong. So Anyway, i broke and told them what happened. Which just made Kip's mom that much ("he's only our son". But I wasnt trying to make them more upset I was trying to protect them the way Kip used to, me. So...that all happened. I don't know where we stand now, honestly. She went to Autumn's to babysit tomorrow and dad was busy all day.
So they're a little more understanding now, or at least dad is. It's just...like a huge reality check. i try not to envision what his days are like, but...Im just so mad/sad. He never says "hey im going somewhere bad, see ya'. He took away my, albeit undeserved, protection.
I'm just mad and sad about Kip.