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i'm getting depressed or stressed out. whatever you want to call it. i ended up breaking my hand. im getting sick and due for my period and my bloodsugars are sky rocketing, and i have been doing so good with my diabetes and now they are fucking upp. its pissing me off. on another note i start college sooon,jay started band camp again and it sucks, i dont get to see her as much as i usually do. i miss her but i keep busy for the most part by watching raven.so im going to call the doctor tomorrow and see what i need to do, maybe i should take the pain medication, because where they say its fractured (the pinky)doesnt hurt anymore and now my knuckle on my ring finger does, and on the top. i dunno. i just hope this doesnt affect my a1c too much. it was an 8.4 last time which is lower than all my other a1c's have been. and my doc told me i just need to get it down 1 point to a 7.4. well i guess im done venting, i kinda miss talking to all my old buddies from the chat, they were pretty funny, and nice. but i guess we all move on, i hope they are all happy in what they are doing with their life. well jay i will be missing you and thinking about you. i love you. see you soon <333333