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i think i am over with the virus, i haven't ate all day, I've mostly been sleeping. jay got it now :/ i feel bad, i hope she's ok. i have graduation practice tomorrow, i didn't have time to go and get dress clothes, cause i got sick, along with everyone else. i miss jay a lot, we have been spending a lot of time together lately, and so when we are apart, i get that empty feeling in my stomache. i cant remember the last time ive been this happy. i really hope this is it. i think we have gotten a lot closer to eachother. i just cant wait until i can be able to hold her again, and give her a big hug and kiss. today is our 6 month anniversary. (it is past 12 am) it's really crappy that i got her sick :[. i wrote a song/ poem, so here it is. happy anniversary baby, i miss you and i love you.
i remember the time we first met
so much excitement
yet covered by nervousness
i never thought we would come this far
maybe just a friendship, that one day would grow apart.
the sparkles in your eyes,
and when you say those 3 words to me
i feel so complete
i couldn't imagine life without you now,
i'd be so lost, and confused
asking myself how could this be?
and saying to myself
i really did love her.
just by even thinking what life would be like without you here
tears me apart inside
i love you so much, more then i could even begin to describe
you're wonderful in so many ways,
the personality you have, carries on a long way.
there are so many great things that i could say about you,
and the truth of it all is
i don't just love you, i am in love with you,
and i'd do anything to keep us from falling apart.