~*dammit i hate it...when i am feeling so bleu*~
don't you hate how sometimes life interferes...with life...
i know that i do...when something changes in my day to day...when something makes my thoughts sway this way or that...
ahhhh...so when will i see you...and what will happen when or if i do...
so many things to say...that i just don't have the words too...
so i guess i will save this for another day...or go to bed...and let the words keep me from sleep...
let my thoughts run around...and around...and around in my head...and pull the blankets over me in bed...............sooooo much to feel...and no way to let it out...maybe i will just cry...jump up and shout...who knows what it is that i will do...dammit i hate it...when i am feelin sooo bleu...
good night...