chronic future: time & time again
inspiring, shining, rising
And when you're in my way
I'm not dividing me from you cause we're working together
Perfect in its splendor like the currents of the weather
The splinter in my center hindering all of my pleasure
Is me manifested as you in this endeavor
Once responsibility is taken I can render
Experience to be however I want to remember
Time and time again we fall in to the depths of who we are
But you can't keep running away from what you're trying to find
Put yourself through the scariest of scenarios
Enter experiences you normally wouldn't dare to go
It's all for the character and the aroogant afterglow
Of knowing it's appearance according to your patterns of growth
And what your parents handed down to you to handle
Make sure you carry torches when their puttin out your candles
Prediction can be unkind but unwind them still
Don't erase the part of you that's responsible for your will
Time and time again we fall into the depths of who we are
But you can't keep running away from what wou're trying to find
Well I've seen you and those things you do
And the way you hide that shadow can't be good for you
Your dark defines your light
There's some utterly damaged particles to deal with
And if I stutter I'm sorry but it's hard to feel swift
When stuck in my stomach is a cannon ball anchor to life
I've been pushing it down pretending it doesn't exist
Well this is what happens when you're pissed about being pissed
You dig yourself so deep you resist just to resist
And there's no way to get back experiences you missed
So start right now today and risk furiousness for bliss
Time and time again we fall into the depths of who we are
But you can't keep running away from what you're trying to find
in other news, SCORE!! I love my work, not because I like the work, but because I'm adjacent to the showroom. o my, I am cleaning it out like none other. lipgloss, knives, decoration for my room, fun toys...that room has it all. recent acquisitions include:
-swords
-knives (imitation swiss army and other cool ones)
-army men
-butterfly foam thermometer named Petra that lives on my wall
-Patty (who i keep wanting to call wendy, but that's the collective name for chinese mini-chevy-astros), a pin the tail on the donkey game poster, which lives on my wall and wears roller skates and a helmet
-hockey sticks & pucks
-lipgloss
-manicure thing for sister
-bandaids (omg, these things are so funny, engrish and the happy little chinese animals charecteristic of labeling in china. bono and bini are the two chipmunks on the box.)
-foam smiling lion notebook
-imitation sharpies
-so much more!!
nadia and laura aren't here today, which means i have gained previously unequaled control of the radio. shibby! no more having crappiness in my head. =D I finally got the china pics on a cd, however, photobucket is doing repair so i can't make myself an account. so, pics are still not here enough. :\
if only i could make the dinosaur display on lj, i would be happy forever! (is anyone here a super magical html machine? if so, can you help make my little roaring-fire-breathing dino display properly? i would love it on my info page. and i would extra love you forever.)
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