Bleh

Nov 04, 2006 11:56

Autumn is my favorite time of year, but it's what comes after that really sucks. I always feel shitty this time of year, and now is no different. I'm starting to feel depressed that I can't find a stupid job having ANYTHING to do with major, and it's like 4 years at a good school gone to shit. I know there are things I can do to keep up with my Japanese until I can go back to grad school, but right now I'm just feeling so lost, unmotivated and worried about money, my health, family, jobs and whatnot that it's shit all I can do not to take all of my Japanese books and hurl them in someone's face. Right after I rip it off and dance on it, of course.

And shit is the word of the day.

Pics from halloween parties are here and here

mental, holiday, pics, future, depression, japan, parties

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