is this the end? Stay tuned!
finally had it out with her, told her how I feel shes just not emotionally there. Like I get needing space, but 2 months of barely even trying. I'm not asking for too much imo, I'm just asking her to talk to me and try to get back to enjoying each others company and maybe fixing some of the issues. I blatantly said, what do you want and she couldn't answer that beyond I don't know I'm overloaded. 2 months is more than enough time to make a decision. I really hope that she decides it's worth working on and being an active participant in our relationship. If all she can tell me is she wants a relationship but can't handle it now... I don't know what I would do with that. If she says she's done then at least I can start healing if I can. I don't know, but I'm too tired to figure it out now.