Bleh...
I have been trying harder that ever to be alone lately. To not have to need to be around people all the time. Through this, I've realized that I hate it. I mean, don't get me wrong, I love my alone times when I'm up for them. When I've had a stressful day at work and just wanna relax, take a shower, play with my hair & make-up & BeautiControl girly stuff, I love being alone. I love taking that "T-O" for me, but when I want to hang out or do something besides sit at home alone and don't have anyone to do anything with, it's a bummer being by myself. I'm more of a people person that I thought, I guess. I know that it's a week day and many people just wanna sit at home and not be bothered, but c'mon people! I work 7 days a week sometimes and still want some sort of company! I just wanna go hang out somewhere, talk to someone, do something active, I don't know what, just anything. Here's the catch, it can't cost too much $$, 'cause right now I am BROKE!!
I don't know why I'm feeling this way lately. I used to have this "single and loving it" attitude. This attitude that I didn't really need anyone, but now, now all I want is some company. It's not even that I want some guy around all the time to kiss and snuggle and be happy with. I mean, who wouldn't want to be happy with someone, but that's not my point. I just want someone to hang out with. Girl, guy, anyone! Where is my Kat when I need her the most?! I am soooo lonely without you girl! I mean, we could be getting $0.50 Miller Lites somewhere for ladies night right now! Playing really bad pool or shuffle board, but still having a blast! Ahhh, those were the days. :( I think I'm gonna cry.
Anyway, yeah, anyone ever wanna hang out, give me a call. It's always cool to get to know new people, or even the people you may hang out with every once in a while in a big group, but never get to actually talk to or hang out with in a smaller group setting.
To my bestest chicas so no feelings are hurt:
*Note to Kat: This is not by any means an "application" of sorts for replacement of my best friend. ;) You are one of a kind, and can never be replaced. This is just a pathetic cry for attention on my part. Think of me, stamping my feet, crying for someone to pay attention to me! Hehe, that'd be a sight to see! I love you girl!
*Note to Fran: You have Jimmy, you suck! ;) No, I know you are a busy lady with that job, and house, and husband you have! My feelings are not hurt when you're busy, so don't fret about that at all! And I love you too girl!!
Hmmm, I feel as though this just became some sort of weird yearbook entry to my girls. Oh well, love ya bitches!! ;)
I don't know why I'm feeling this way lately. I used to have this "single and loving it" attitude. This attitude that I didn't really need anyone, but now, now all I want is some company. It's not even that I want some guy around all the time to kiss and snuggle and be happy with. I mean, who wouldn't want to be happy with someone, but that's not my point. I just want someone to hang out with. Girl, guy, anyone! Where is my Kat when I need her the most?! I am soooo lonely without you girl! I mean, we could be getting $0.50 Miller Lites somewhere for ladies night right now! Playing really bad pool or shuffle board, but still having a blast! Ahhh, those were the days. :( I think I'm gonna cry.
Anyway, yeah, anyone ever wanna hang out, give me a call. It's always cool to get to know new people, or even the people you may hang out with every once in a while in a big group, but never get to actually talk to or hang out with in a smaller group setting.
To my bestest chicas so no feelings are hurt:
*Note to Kat: This is not by any means an "application" of sorts for replacement of my best friend. ;) You are one of a kind, and can never be replaced. This is just a pathetic cry for attention on my part. Think of me, stamping my feet, crying for someone to pay attention to me! Hehe, that'd be a sight to see! I love you girl!
*Note to Fran: You have Jimmy, you suck! ;) No, I know you are a busy lady with that job, and house, and husband you have! My feelings are not hurt when you're busy, so don't fret about that at all! And I love you too girl!!
Hmmm, I feel as though this just became some sort of weird yearbook entry to my girls. Oh well, love ya bitches!! ;)