People these days make me laugh!
Okay well this entry isnt anything important. Just wanted to update a little on what has been going on. So Josh and I are still not together, I dont know if we will ever be. I love him with all of my heart but it is so difficult to be with someone when they have hurt you so many times and when you have hurt them as many times as you have. As for Josh B...he is in Iraq at this moment in time. I miss him a lot, I miss him more and more each day and it hurts to know that things were left the way they were on the day he left. I wish so many times that I could back and change things, change things I said and the way I acted. Nick and I are no more. He is a total asshole but for some reason I really did like that guy...I dont know why. Everyone told me not to talk to him, date him, like him, do anything with him but did I listen? No! I know that he is too young for me but there is just something about that boy, something that I like. Maybe it is that he is an ass. Kristen and I have always said we've been attracted to the "bad boy type" and I know I am drawn to the assholes. Oh well..I really dont know what to say. I guess its just better that I dont have any guys in my life right now. I hate school, and everyone at the moment. The only person that I can stand is Kristen...I love that girl. I can not wait till she has her little baby, he will be so spoiled. And yes I know whoever is writing in Sara's live journal will take the time to read this since they are sooooo nosey!! So anyways time to go find something to do...usually its not hard for "skanks" to find things to do. Haha Kris...good times, good times...welp see ya later!
Richelle
Richelle