Aug 04, 2004 14:37
I made a huge mistake on Monday night and I wish I could change things. I wish I could apologize to so many people for what happened, for what I did. I know its not entirely my fault but like people say, I could have stopped it. I just wish people saw that it wasnt all my fault that one of the other 10 people involved with me could have said hey, no, not cool and it wouldnt have happened. I hate it when people are mad at me, especially my sister.
Rach- I want you to know that I really am sorry. I didnt mean for anything to happen, there is just something about that boy that I really really hate, along with everyone else. I guess I just snapped when he got in my face and you're right we shouldn't have gone back, but please, know that I love you, you are one of my best friends and I dont want you mad at me. I dont want to see you hurt by anyone and you know who that is, I dont want you in trouble or hanging out with those people because they do bad things that we were raised to do and I just wish you could see that. I am sorry for what happened and I hope you can forgive me.
Shannon if you read this, I just wanted to apologize to you too, I love you lots and I am sorry for everything that happend, I wish we could all just move on and forget about stupid drama.
I love both of you girls and I really am sorry, please forgive me?