Busy
Sometimes I like being busy. So busy that I don't have time to stop and think about my life and the past and all that crap. It makes me feel important and NEEDED to be busy. If I'm overwhelmingly busy I have an excuse to be stressed. I can push myself to the limit and work hard. Instead of sitting at home, I can be running around getting involved with stuff, performing, writing, playing etc...
*shrugs* Eh, just a thought.
I'm excited to see Arsenic and Old Lace tomorrow night! Can't wait to see it! I'm sure everyone's doing a great job. One thing I've learned is that when you run into a closed door, somewhere else a door opens. So not getting into a play isn't cause to be upset, it's just reason to hope for the next time.
It seems like everytime a cast list is posted in front of the drama room, there's a puddle where some drama queen or another has been disappointed to the point of self-hating! Seriously, sometimes I see debris raining down on me from some exploding girl who didn't get a part. I know how it feels not to get parts, OH how I know...
but there's always tomorrow.
I'm so tired.
Of Kennewick High.
Of Marching Band.
Of stupid Trig quizes.
Or I'm just plain tired.
I need my old friends. My GOOD friends. I miss all you guys! Can't wait for the limo!
*shrugs* Eh, just a thought.
I'm excited to see Arsenic and Old Lace tomorrow night! Can't wait to see it! I'm sure everyone's doing a great job. One thing I've learned is that when you run into a closed door, somewhere else a door opens. So not getting into a play isn't cause to be upset, it's just reason to hope for the next time.
It seems like everytime a cast list is posted in front of the drama room, there's a puddle where some drama queen or another has been disappointed to the point of self-hating! Seriously, sometimes I see debris raining down on me from some exploding girl who didn't get a part. I know how it feels not to get parts, OH how I know...
but there's always tomorrow.
I'm so tired.
Of Kennewick High.
Of Marching Band.
Of stupid Trig quizes.
Or I'm just plain tired.
I need my old friends. My GOOD friends. I miss all you guys! Can't wait for the limo!