So Goes Life
I can't believe it's already September! ... it sucks how time goes by quicker the older you get... Ironically enough I don't feel like I've accomplished that much this year.
I know I'm a reporter and I've been working my ass off on that, but now I'm ready to quit that. I haven't really gotten myself out of debt [it seems i've incurred even more in fact] and I haven't reached the weight goal I set for myself... so yeah, I feel like a bum.
Then there's my Justin... now that he really IS mad at me, it's driving me crazy... I finally allowed myself to care about him [and that took a LOT of persuading on my part] and then life's complications get in the way and he won't talk to me... BAH to HIM.
I'm in one of those daunting moods -- that's never fucking good... and I STILL, as usual, have a shitload of transcripts waiting to be worked on... :-( This makes me miserable.
BUT, not all is lost:
Nicca called me OUT OF THE FUCKING BLUE last night! I don't even know how she got my number cuz we only talked for a brief second, but it was such a lovely surprise... <3 <3
BAH.. I'm on call today.. so ANYTHING could happen.... I need a new LiFe.
I know I'm a reporter and I've been working my ass off on that, but now I'm ready to quit that. I haven't really gotten myself out of debt [it seems i've incurred even more in fact] and I haven't reached the weight goal I set for myself... so yeah, I feel like a bum.
Then there's my Justin... now that he really IS mad at me, it's driving me crazy... I finally allowed myself to care about him [and that took a LOT of persuading on my part] and then life's complications get in the way and he won't talk to me... BAH to HIM.
I'm in one of those daunting moods -- that's never fucking good... and I STILL, as usual, have a shitload of transcripts waiting to be worked on... :-( This makes me miserable.
BUT, not all is lost:
Nicca called me OUT OF THE FUCKING BLUE last night! I don't even know how she got my number cuz we only talked for a brief second, but it was such a lovely surprise... <3 <3
BAH.. I'm on call today.. so ANYTHING could happen.... I need a new LiFe.