Jan 04, 2008 05:28
I finally decide from a moderate sense of guilt to post another entry. Deep beneath the layers unfocused masks that I force myself to wear, my core does yearn for written expression. There were over a dozen times that I forged something that would appear to be an entry in my head, and then the sloth forces, or NONforces if you will, gripped my mind. I would then go ahead and do my favorite chore of nothing. Piss away all valuable time looking at internet drivel. I take that back, a small percentage of stuff I actually engage in on the internet is time worthy. I had many expositions richly layered with interesting goings on, and holiday detail.
I guess I am newly enfatuated with things that are time worthy. Too often I spend my time, energy, and focus into media that produces nothing. Events that utterly detract from learning anything like entire days spent in watching football, or hours pouring through the internet refuse bin, and alcohol. It has been over a month since I curbed the majority of my consumpiton, but it still plagues me. I have had a plethora of great stories, jokes, and ideas that all go unrecorded. I desperatly need to climb back on the frayed beast, that is my writing style.
That and I have a new rising interested for the piano. I always loved the class, composition, and style of piano tunes. For seems to be years, I have wanted to learn the intimidating instrument. My soul hungers to get my Uematsu on! My awesome friend Eric is helping me in my quest for he too is learning the piano. Tommmorow I will bring some sheet music, and Eric and I will probably try to grind out some Uematsu and Kondo.