Update
And so begins the end of 2005.
And the retrospect.
Well, I'm working two jobs now. I have a 14 hour shift tomorrow, not including the drive, but honestly I don't really think I mind it. I'm happy working, and although its not in my profession on either end, its money; and my profession's the type that I can do at my leisure...and I think now for a long time I've been missing the ability to draw because I've wanted to, rather than having to be like "okay, I can use this for my portfolio, or I have to make sure this goes out for this and that." Yeah no.
On top of weeding out people I'm tired of dealing with and other individuals who make life more stressful than less, I think I'm finally beginning to get my feet under me once again. And it definitely feels really good to be working again.
I think the new year's list includes moving out of this house, and getting one of my own. That'd be nice.
And so long as I save my cash, doable. ETI wants to take me on as full time after the 1st. We'll see how it spans out, but I think I would be okay with that so long as pay allows me to live on my own. Otherwise, I've been trying to be more positive, and force being okay with things I just need to come to terms with. Which is fine in the long run.
Overall, definitely feeling a little more stable than I have in months. And that's a plus.
And the retrospect.
Well, I'm working two jobs now. I have a 14 hour shift tomorrow, not including the drive, but honestly I don't really think I mind it. I'm happy working, and although its not in my profession on either end, its money; and my profession's the type that I can do at my leisure...and I think now for a long time I've been missing the ability to draw because I've wanted to, rather than having to be like "okay, I can use this for my portfolio, or I have to make sure this goes out for this and that." Yeah no.
On top of weeding out people I'm tired of dealing with and other individuals who make life more stressful than less, I think I'm finally beginning to get my feet under me once again. And it definitely feels really good to be working again.
I think the new year's list includes moving out of this house, and getting one of my own. That'd be nice.
And so long as I save my cash, doable. ETI wants to take me on as full time after the 1st. We'll see how it spans out, but I think I would be okay with that so long as pay allows me to live on my own. Otherwise, I've been trying to be more positive, and force being okay with things I just need to come to terms with. Which is fine in the long run.
Overall, definitely feeling a little more stable than I have in months. And that's a plus.