Life is crazy...

Jan 22, 2007 23:17

My life is crazy right now to say the least. Between school, work, and my family, I've either been burned out or worn out. A lot of friends havn't seen me in weeks. But to those of you who really go out of your way to get in touch with me and make sure I am not losing my mind, I really take it to heart. Especially lately. (This sums up 3 people, maybe two)

I love my family so much, words cannot even describe. I was filming for a whole weekend and not home at all, and even with my phone dead, my parents would call and leave messages. "We know your busy but we wanted to tell you how proud we are of you, and wanted to make sure you were ok." That ment the world to me. We have all really bonded so much more over the past couple of months, and I think we all needed it. I couldn't have asked for a better group to be related to.

I've really drifted away from a lot of people. But also, been meeting and networking with a lot of people who have the same career goal as me. (Which has been very exciting) I see a real future with a handful.

But whats sad is I don't feel bad about the way things are going. I guess I am looking forward to the future. Friends are fading, but oppertunities are arising.

I guess a lot of people are just rather dissappointing to me. Ones who talk about how good of friends we are, but then when I would need them where are they to be found? (I guarentee someone takes that the wrong way, which results in a dumbass conversation about our friendship which I don't really want to have. )

Don't take it personal guys, friends come and friends go. Don't try to make things out to be better then what they really are. We are all adults, I'm not saying stop talking to me or anything, but be grown up about things. If you inflict drama in my life, or bitch about miniscule things, I won't keep you around, bottom line. I have to many other things that take priority in my life, then worring about why someone doesn't like me or call me any more. The way I look at it, its just one less thing to worry about.
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