hell hath no fury......
For once in my life i wish someone would just say whatever it is that they actually fucking mean!!! i swear, the next time i get into a conversation with someone who talks like they can't focus on a single coherent thought, yet expects me to already know about whatever the fuck it is they are trying to say, i am going to hit them upside the head with a two-by-four.
but i guess that is what is expected to happen when you hang out in a bar at a casino.
anyway. i have to get up early in the morning to go shopping with my dad. we are going to go get sports paraphernalia so we can try to fit in with the rest of the crowd at the october seventeenth game of the BUFFALO BILLS!!!!!!! Who's the man now!!! BIOTCH!!!!!
anyway, for anyone who knows me, they know that i am a huge bills fan. always have been....first my dad and i go to cooperstown and celebrate baseball ( which i apparently did a lot as a kid), now we are going to spend some time together and celebrate football!!! (something i also loved to do with my dad).
You know.....this almost makes up for all those years that my father and i never talked to each other. Like it almost makes it worth going through, so we can have this relationship now. I am old enough to appreciate these things. Not like i would have if i were 17 or 18 years old. I definitely know i wouldn't have appreciated them the way that i should.
Life is so sickeningly sweet sometimes it makes me ill....who would have thought that i would ever have said something like that and that i meant it sincerely....i really must be growing up here....horray. Next thing i know i will be involved in a real life, honestly romantic relationship that will fulfill me and make me a better person.....oh god.
but i guess that is what is expected to happen when you hang out in a bar at a casino.
anyway. i have to get up early in the morning to go shopping with my dad. we are going to go get sports paraphernalia so we can try to fit in with the rest of the crowd at the october seventeenth game of the BUFFALO BILLS!!!!!!! Who's the man now!!! BIOTCH!!!!!
anyway, for anyone who knows me, they know that i am a huge bills fan. always have been....first my dad and i go to cooperstown and celebrate baseball ( which i apparently did a lot as a kid), now we are going to spend some time together and celebrate football!!! (something i also loved to do with my dad).
You know.....this almost makes up for all those years that my father and i never talked to each other. Like it almost makes it worth going through, so we can have this relationship now. I am old enough to appreciate these things. Not like i would have if i were 17 or 18 years old. I definitely know i wouldn't have appreciated them the way that i should.
Life is so sickeningly sweet sometimes it makes me ill....who would have thought that i would ever have said something like that and that i meant it sincerely....i really must be growing up here....horray. Next thing i know i will be involved in a real life, honestly romantic relationship that will fulfill me and make me a better person.....oh god.