it never ends, or maybe it does
Okay, so I can officially say I hate Nick. The lies and bullshit have come to an end, and he isn't even bright enough to realize it. He tells Amber that we've been broken up even though I was with him yesterday, she saw us, and tells me that he is just friends with her, yet he was nervous as hell around the both of us. He knows all the lies he has told and he is the one that has to live with them. When someone lies on a scale that large, how can they live with themselves? How do they sleep at night? If I tell a little white lie, it "eats" at me til I confess. LOL He has accused me of everything BUT cheating on him while we were together, maybe to try and justify some of the shit he's done. However, I was a good partner to him. Better than he ever deserved actually. I'm sure she has heard all the same things i heard. "I feel safe with you" "I have a connection with you I didn't feel with ________" (fill in the ex's name lol) "you get it and i love that" blah blah blah....etc etc etc. OKAY.....so I have my friend Shane and he has made all the difference in the world. Amazing how one person can do that, huh? Shane, I love you and I can't wait to see you. I'm about to go wrap up in that purple blankie and wish you were in it with me. Hugz and big wet sexy kissez.......