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it has been a while. i have had a lot on my mind as of late. and i have been sick since the day school got out. but that hasn't stopped me from seeing bayside and zolof the rock & roll destroyer. both shows were incredibly worth while. and i met anthony from bayside outside of the social while hoping to buy somebodys ticket.
link is gone on vacation. so my house has been the central location for a little bit. when he comes back his cousin will be with him. it'll all be jolly. on june 9th i am going to disney/universal for a week. we aren't renting a hotel up there so we will be driving there and back to my house every day/night. i think that will be a lot of gas. i think it'll be cool to see my family again. my cousin jonathan wants to fly me to california sometime so that we can jam out and catch up. i miss him and i love that guy, he's really my hero.
acoustic sessions with adam have been awesome. my voice will be all the way back some day.
my amp died. old POS
i've felt really tired lately. summer came just in time...i think i was running on empty and needed some recharge time.
people are ugly. realizing that is heartbreaking. we do ugly things and act on raw, ugly emotions. everybody is fucked up...hell, i'm fucked up. but i want to help people still. i want to be a good friend and looked to as a good person. i have been writing more lately. there is so much on my mind..but i don't even understand it all.
i have been thinking about my future a lot lately...and i know that i am about to make a decision that will either make me a success or a serious fuck up in the future. but i can't fuck up...i can't afford it. a lot of people need help...but i can't help them if i can't help myself. i am oblivious, i know...but at this rate, everything in the world will go to shit. i will not be one of the people that others think are ruining this generation and thus, the future... none of are. one day, people will learn to hate hating others, or anything for the matter..and embrace the true meaning of love. i may be oblivious but i am not black-hearted. now is the time for us to make those crazy decisions that we aren't so sure of. sometimes we need to take a chance even if we wont have anything to fall back on.
i have lost my journal..but if somebody finds it i hope that they read it and can take something to heart. you are never alone
link is gone on vacation. so my house has been the central location for a little bit. when he comes back his cousin will be with him. it'll all be jolly. on june 9th i am going to disney/universal for a week. we aren't renting a hotel up there so we will be driving there and back to my house every day/night. i think that will be a lot of gas. i think it'll be cool to see my family again. my cousin jonathan wants to fly me to california sometime so that we can jam out and catch up. i miss him and i love that guy, he's really my hero.
acoustic sessions with adam have been awesome. my voice will be all the way back some day.
my amp died. old POS
i've felt really tired lately. summer came just in time...i think i was running on empty and needed some recharge time.
people are ugly. realizing that is heartbreaking. we do ugly things and act on raw, ugly emotions. everybody is fucked up...hell, i'm fucked up. but i want to help people still. i want to be a good friend and looked to as a good person. i have been writing more lately. there is so much on my mind..but i don't even understand it all.
i have been thinking about my future a lot lately...and i know that i am about to make a decision that will either make me a success or a serious fuck up in the future. but i can't fuck up...i can't afford it. a lot of people need help...but i can't help them if i can't help myself. i am oblivious, i know...but at this rate, everything in the world will go to shit. i will not be one of the people that others think are ruining this generation and thus, the future... none of are. one day, people will learn to hate hating others, or anything for the matter..and embrace the true meaning of love. i may be oblivious but i am not black-hearted. now is the time for us to make those crazy decisions that we aren't so sure of. sometimes we need to take a chance even if we wont have anything to fall back on.
i have lost my journal..but if somebody finds it i hope that they read it and can take something to heart. you are never alone