Pain....
I hate the way you talk to me,
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots,
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way your always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate the way you make me laugh,
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when your not around,
And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
Not even close,
Not even a little bit,
Not even at all.
From 10 Things I Hate About You
this is how I've been feeling. Why? i really don't want to say why....some of you might know the reason....good for you.....
I've come to the point in my life that I just need to forget about the cause of my pain, but certain circumstances will prove it very difficult. It may seem like that i'm running away form the source of my pain. Maybe i am...but nothing else is helping me heal....that source keeps opening my wounds, though unintentionally.
I hope that this act will help me heal....it's kinda my last resort before actually going through very dark time emotionally....i've come close to returnin to old ways.......granted it could have been worse int he pain...but that's it...it has teh possiblity to get worse....
on a bad note, my cards and runes hate me....or it hurts to tough them...i don't knwo why.....but they do....
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots,
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way your always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate the way you make me laugh,
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when your not around,
And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
Not even close,
Not even a little bit,
Not even at all.
From 10 Things I Hate About You
this is how I've been feeling. Why? i really don't want to say why....some of you might know the reason....good for you.....
I've come to the point in my life that I just need to forget about the cause of my pain, but certain circumstances will prove it very difficult. It may seem like that i'm running away form the source of my pain. Maybe i am...but nothing else is helping me heal....that source keeps opening my wounds, though unintentionally.
I hope that this act will help me heal....it's kinda my last resort before actually going through very dark time emotionally....i've come close to returnin to old ways.......granted it could have been worse int he pain...but that's it...it has teh possiblity to get worse....
on a bad note, my cards and runes hate me....or it hurts to tough them...i don't knwo why.....but they do....