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Long Lost Love...

Apr 02, 2010 04:10

Bobby Walker

*sigh*

I know that I used to talk in my diary all the time about Bob. We were dear friends from way back in the day... in fact, we've been friends for 11 years now. (Wow!)

He was a huge topic in my diary for a long time and I liked him ridiculous amounts before I left NY and moved to NC, if you recall. I had decided that I wanted to marry ( Read more... )

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0firefly0 April 5 2010, 01:11:22 UTC

Theres so much to say that I just dont even know where to start. First, Im glad your back. Ive been mildly peeved at you for oh, about 5 years, for being away. Kidding. Sort of. ;) BOB!!! I forgot all about Bob! I cant wait to see where this goes. O.k. now on to the nitty gritty ( ... )

Long Lost Love... gretchenjoy April 5 2010, 07:48:44 UTC

J you are sooo sweet. I adore you! Thank you, your comment warmed me to my soul.

I am sure that Tara knows, but its so hard to face the reality of it all. Its a scary thing knowing that so many health problems can come from it, let alone the toll it takes on your self-esteem. I will send lovely thoughts her way!

My sisters and I are in contact still, but we just aren't able to talk about what happened. Its always hard because it feels like such a burden that you don't want to place on them. I never talk to them because if they haven't thought about it in a while, I don't want to bring it all up again for them. :( It's a weird and hard place and I'm hoping I can get over this the further in my healing process I go.

And I hope you get over being pissed at me for not writing. :) Know that I thought of you often, (esp. on your birthday!) and that I have missed you tremendously. :)

<3

Re: Long Lost Love... 0firefly0 April 5 2010, 19:20:08 UTC

This is my only other entry on Katie. Its from last year. http://0firefly0.livejournal.com/2009/04/03/

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rufussy April 5 2010, 12:53:08 UTC

BOBBY! Oh my, I'm so nervous now! I'm keeping my fingers crossed that this is finally the right time / right place situation for you two. Keep us posted!

PS: He's cute :)

Long Lost Love... gretchenjoy April 5 2010, 21:19:26 UTC

:) hehe thanks Lian!!! He was the one person I was super sad you didn't get to meet when you were in Buffalo!!! :)

soipretend April 6 2010, 02:53:37 UTC

Wow -- this entry rocked my world. It seriously did. You have no idea how much I am rooting for you Gretchen! This paragraph really stood out to me: "I can't enter a relationship with anyone else until this has been explored, or maybe even the door to this has been closed. I feel that if I don't I will spend forever thinking of what it might have been like if I had been with Bobby."

I felt that exact. same. way. before I told Dan how I felt. It was torture! I am sure you won't regret sending the card (which is adorable, btw).

p.s. Almost Lover was practically my theme song before I told Dan how I felt, lol.