Fall of Tears

[greer]

Why do you ask me to do things I can not do? I have alot of things going on right now and Its hard to juggle so much and keep everyone happy. I feel bad that I cant do as much as everyone wants. Hell sometimes I dont even know what I want either... Its that time of the year again, when the football season starts. I've been hating this time of the year ever since i graduated from High School. I just wish i could put on a uniform again and hit the field, that would fill me with so much joy. I skipped Macro economics again today, I really shouldnt do that, but i dont feel like i learn anything when i go and i didnt want to rush to class. I drove the long way home today after work. It was quite sad.

I'm lonely right now and I hate it.

good night