I think I'm doing well from what they say...

[greer]

What am I doing? I'm a complete idiot some times...I just got off the phone with Cody and he really helped me see things a bit more clearly. I was afraid that i would have to thing about things by myself since my friends dont really grasp the situation, but after I talked to Cody a bit he helped me see. I've been waiting for something like this for almost two years now and when it finally smacks me in the face I am to blind to see it. Its right there and i just couldnt grap the idea that maybe this is real. Maybe it isnt a dream...
"Its clear in my head its screaming for something" I have that feeling again.... I hate this feeling....

You have done so much for me already and I have taken it for granted, I have been blinded by fear and I wont let that hold me back anymore. If you read this..... message me...