I feel so confused...
Half the time I feel like I'm in such a better place than I was a few years ago. That I've found real confidence, not the fake crap I used to fake when I didn't want people to know how messed up I always was. Sometimes I feel fucking pretty, and I went camping this weekend and got hit on by a set of twins, and a lesbian and all three of them asked
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this is my first time being on lj in a year or so, and you probably don't remember me, but about a year ago you posted a comment on one of my entires, and it was probably one of the sweetest comments i've ever received, to be quite honest (it's here btw, because i'm sure you don't remember.)
anywho, i decided to take a look in your journal and i found this entry. and i may just tell you the same thing you told me that day, but in a different way.
it's okay to be different; fuck, it's incredible and special and admirable to be different. of course it's difficult, but it makes life interesting. just... do whatever the fuck you want to do. always. because life just turns out better that way.
and it's unfair to call yourself ugly, because some people think the exact opposite of you. no matter what your brain tells you when you look in the mirror, or when you're all alone and just fucking thinking.
i don't think you're weird or pathetic, or anything short of wonderful for that matter, and i know it doesn't seem like much, but maybe you'll get to the point where you'll think of yourself that way 100% of the time.
at least you're halfway there.
keep looking up <3
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