It's horrid to feel like you let yourself down constantly, i hate it

i havnt been on here in such a long time

all the faces that i rememeber knowing

makes me want to dive right back in

but should i?

i want to so badly

this 'tryign to get better' isn't helping

I'm in a very journally mood atm, i've just been finished so i'm kinda upset and stuff so i just thot i'd say i am :'(

So today some chavs decided it would be fun to kick a ball at my head, which meant my tooth went right into my lip and blood was everywhere, stupid peoples.