Mar 04, 2004 00:19
just got off the phone, and i'm amazed. i don't understand how someone can keep getting even more cool. but he is. and it's awesome. and of course, i'm scared. but it's good.
Richter's coming to socal for spring break. i am so excited!!
today has been good. yesterday was all bad. I basically could have cried my way through it. but i've learned from it, which is good. essentially, this is what happened: the ED meeting went really really shitty and not as i expected at all. and we all know how well i do when things don't go as i'd like. or at least now we should know. (i dont do well AT ALL) which is a definite downfall and we are trying to work on. then i had an exam which was insanely hard to concentrate on because of afore mentioned meeting. called the mom to talk about the accursed meeting, and it went piss poorly. (an interesting side note, though...a bee brushed my finger with its wings and i thought about that quote that goes something like biologically a honey bee should not be able to fly, but it doesn't know this and goes on flying anyways...lifted the spirits for a moment). returned to room to work on study abroad application stuff, found out it's due march 15, and start to stress over adding that to my already overwhelmed schedule. go to ethics class and listen to an amazing guy talk about life, globalization, and poetry, and get inspired. go to library to work on chemistry for 2 hours straight, and feel slightly accomplished afterwards. get food, come back to room, and go to costco for someone where she spent shitloads of money on even more food, which was fun, but also stressful knowing that i had tons-o-work back home. come back to the room, and get an email from my advisor which completly flips my world back into limbo about studying abroad.
today, none of that happened. no assignments were added, no new tasks were discovered. it was a damn good day.
roger that?