i give up
you find one for me...i have spent countless minutes trying to find me a picture icon. no good. i am now giving up and recruiting all of you to find one for me.
i visited richter last night. i heart her. she knows me. i know her. it's nice to just know. and to take comfort in that. we went and saw 50 first dates, which honestly, i didn't care if i saw or not going into the movie. but OMG! it was DAMN good. just the right mix of funny and serious. i totally didn't know adam sandler was that dynamic of an actor! so richter and i are two for two with the movies. last one we saw was love actually which was terrific as well. she should come visit and suggest good movies more often.
i talked to meg last night when i got home. damn, i miss her. (she's a friend from high school) there's something about her...she just gets some part of me, she just understands it. it's good. strike that. it's awesome.
i've wanted to talk to him all day. haven't though...he still makes me smile.
i painted today. I got back from work and eating and was gonna start my homework but was doing a few things round the room first when i just thought about painting and said right out loud, "i'm gonna paint." so i did. there was this painting i had been thinking about doing for a while now. (i still haven't finished the one from last semester..ugh...but you can't push inspiration...it has to just come, right?). so i got out the canvas, put out 4 colors, and i'm in love with the product. it was so relaxing to just put paint on the empty canvas, filling it with just three simple colors, but making an intertwining mess that can't really figure itself out, but your eye can't leave it, and it's just good. then there's the two other colors thrown in there and your eye just wants to explode from within. i'm REALLY happy with it. it's the first time i've ever done anything abstract, and it felt damn good. quite a release. see, there's something about certain people that inspires me. i don't know if it's just that the timing has to be just so, or if it's that i find something in the person that inspires me, but either way, i've been writing recently, and now i've painted, and it's good. i love it. ok, enough about that, which none of you probably even care about anyways...
i'm worried bout my roomate and i. it's been different recently. i don't know if we're just each going through stuff or what, but it seems like there's something underlying, and we don't laugh as much. i don't like it.
i'm really looking forward to spring break. it's nice that i probably won't be working, but very worrisome at the same time. i'm so broke. there's so few dollars in my bank account right now. my calculator ran out of batteries like a week ago and i'm cringing at the price to buy new ones (5 dollars). if i didn't have a test next week that required my calculator, i so wouldn't even buy the batteries. yea, it's pretty bad.
i think i'm gonna go put in a movie now and fall asleep now.
roger that?
i visited richter last night. i heart her. she knows me. i know her. it's nice to just know. and to take comfort in that. we went and saw 50 first dates, which honestly, i didn't care if i saw or not going into the movie. but OMG! it was DAMN good. just the right mix of funny and serious. i totally didn't know adam sandler was that dynamic of an actor! so richter and i are two for two with the movies. last one we saw was love actually which was terrific as well. she should come visit and suggest good movies more often.
i talked to meg last night when i got home. damn, i miss her. (she's a friend from high school) there's something about her...she just gets some part of me, she just understands it. it's good. strike that. it's awesome.
i've wanted to talk to him all day. haven't though...he still makes me smile.
i painted today. I got back from work and eating and was gonna start my homework but was doing a few things round the room first when i just thought about painting and said right out loud, "i'm gonna paint." so i did. there was this painting i had been thinking about doing for a while now. (i still haven't finished the one from last semester..ugh...but you can't push inspiration...it has to just come, right?). so i got out the canvas, put out 4 colors, and i'm in love with the product. it was so relaxing to just put paint on the empty canvas, filling it with just three simple colors, but making an intertwining mess that can't really figure itself out, but your eye can't leave it, and it's just good. then there's the two other colors thrown in there and your eye just wants to explode from within. i'm REALLY happy with it. it's the first time i've ever done anything abstract, and it felt damn good. quite a release. see, there's something about certain people that inspires me. i don't know if it's just that the timing has to be just so, or if it's that i find something in the person that inspires me, but either way, i've been writing recently, and now i've painted, and it's good. i love it. ok, enough about that, which none of you probably even care about anyways...
i'm worried bout my roomate and i. it's been different recently. i don't know if we're just each going through stuff or what, but it seems like there's something underlying, and we don't laugh as much. i don't like it.
i'm really looking forward to spring break. it's nice that i probably won't be working, but very worrisome at the same time. i'm so broke. there's so few dollars in my bank account right now. my calculator ran out of batteries like a week ago and i'm cringing at the price to buy new ones (5 dollars). if i didn't have a test next week that required my calculator, i so wouldn't even buy the batteries. yea, it's pretty bad.
i think i'm gonna go put in a movie now and fall asleep now.
roger that?